They are beginning to hear now. They are seeing, smelling, and they are hearing. They are consuming the words I say aloud and being nourished by the thoughts coursing through my head and, at this point, they are an extension of myself. Connected to my body, feeding off my body, my blood pumping through their…
Category: spirituality
growing a universe is hard work. growing two at once is downright overwhleming.
I am really not sure why I can’t stop crying today. I walk. I cry. I sit. I cry. I carry a towel around to blow my nose and wipe my face and I don’t understand exactly the reason. Everything is settling on my shoulders and it’s a bit heavy. I miss my mom. I…
“be not of those who are shut out as by a veil.”
They vibrate my insides when I walk around too much or drink soda water. I feel it on the outside, my lower belly in specific spots, like there are two small pagers inside my uterus going off at various points in time. Their inch and a half long bodies wiggling around and vibrating my organs….
the waiting game.
we are playing the waiting game. isn’t this all just a waiting game for one thing or another? like we are leapfrogging from one moment to the next? I feel like for the last year our hearts have lived inside our throats and our bodies are trying to find stability in it’s new normal –…
so, how do you pray (meditate/center yourself)?
i am trying to make it a habit of waking up and praying. i’ve only done this consistently in the last few days. [What is your favorite prayer? Quote? Meditation mantra? Reminder for yourself? Are there any you could share with me? I would certainly appreciate having them, writing them down, during this process. ]…